cry-ness

haha..
come to think of it..
ive been crying for three consecutive days..
i cant believe this.the last time i was like this was 4 months ago..
and when i cried before, it was for the same reason.
but now,different reasons for three days..

the first day was last Sunday(01.25.09)..
cause of misunderstanding with someone who is special to me..let’s not talk about it anymore..i already forgot it.haha

the second day i cried was Monday(01.26.09)..
it was because Gelai texted me about what happened in her day.it was a gm and i was somehow touched because my name was there..its like “…it was fun..peo auq prn m2lad ky ate casey na no.1 prayer leader!haha..”..i cried not because i got offended..it was a privilege pa nga e..
but its because, there is someone who remembered me that i was like that..i mean, not all people would remember that i always lead the prayer when CBA had a meeting and events..and suddenly, i felt that it’s already third term..in two months or less, im officially be called “the former VP Externals.” i will miss everything about CBA..everything..that’s the reason why i cried for the second time.

and third..was today..(01.27.09)..
ang bigat na sa loob ko..i want to blurt it away…i can’t take it anymore..there’s an event that im still not sure kung matutuloy xa o hnd..ang hrap pero we tried and trying to do everything para mtupad and matuloy..ang daming hinihingi..ang daming hnd mbgay until hnd pa confirmed..im losing hope but i should not..

we read the Bible and living water tonight..at the last line of the article in the living water..it was written..”Do not lose hope. Trust in God and have faith in His Word.”..
ang galing!it match the situation!astig tlga!
well, He speaks and i will believe Him..no one else but HIM alone!

01.23.09

a day full of blast..
slept at around 2:30 am because Lique and i watched a best movie..”Facing the Giants”..super ganda ng movie..it made me cry and super na touch aq..hehe!uplifting tlga xa.:)
supposedly, 6:30 am i should be awake but i woke up at 7:30.ahaha..an hour late..
woke up early because Lique and i went to SSS to apply..
for our BUSSFIN class..
but when we arrived there, what they need is an authenticated birth certificate and we don’t have that..
and so we go back..lique went back to their condo and i went straight to school..
had a chitchat with evitz..then tep..then junet.hehe..unti-unti ngdarating ang mga tao.heheeh
aun.then went to class..
after that..hmm..nanggulo sa isang class while they still don’t have prof..then..went to M506..venue of the 3rd and last General Assembpy for this year..
awww..im going to miss it..really:(..
wish i could spend more time with them and have more great memories with them..
after GA..waited for Sir O..talked about the Singapore..then..do something else.heheeh
gelai, tep, iza and i ate at Master Siomai..sabi nla skn Siomai house daw d pla..tsk tsk.ahaha
sama dapat aq kna lique na gig pero aun..my topak ang network ng globe..i texted her d q lam kung nreceive tpos i got her message around 8:08pm sayng,.”daanan ka namin ng 6:45?”..e 8:08 na un..topak tlga globe..hmm..panu kaya kung emergency un.tsk.
then..aun.d n nga aq nksama..punta nlng kme ni krml sa sm manila..supposedly, we will watch benjamins button but it already started when we got there..the next time it will be show is 9:45 i think..and its already late and by that time, i should already be at home..so we watch other movie instead.”Love me again”..ahaha..aun!after watching, we ate at burger king..last person na naman.haha!aun..
had a tiring but a happy day.:)
thanks for the people who made my day complete!:)

Review: Facing the Giants

just finished watching Facing the Giants with Lique and i can’t wait til tomorrow to have a review about this, kaya gawin ko na before i sleep! grabe..la aq ma-say..a friend of mine in YFC already recommend to watch this but due to lack of time and no DVD of this movie, i forgot to watch it..and good thing, Lique said that movie in one of our chitchat and e2 na nga..we just finished watching..
very uplifting..u can really feel the movie..worth watching..i cried pa nga while watching this..i recommend you to watch this movie! ul never regret! sana there’s more movies like these to influence people in their lives and to know more about God..
NEVER GIVE-UP. NEVER BACKDOWN. NEVER LOSE FAITH.

The story:

From the award-winning producers of FLYWHEEL comes a new, action-packed, family-friendly drama about a high school football coach who draws up a new game plan for his team … and himself.

In his six years of coaching, Grant Taylor has never had a winning season. Even the hope of a new season is squelched when the best player on his Shiloh Eagles decides to transfer schools. After losing their first three games of the season, the coach discovers a group of fathers are plotting to have him fired. Combined with pressures at home, Coach Taylor has lost hope in his battle against fear and failure.

However, an unexpected challenge helps him find a purpose bigger than just victories. Daring to trust God to do the impossible, Coach Taylor and the Eagles discover how faith plays out on the field … and off.

With God, all things are possible …

my 2008

Let’s take a quick look on what happened to my 2008.

January:
New Year’s Day was good becasue i was able to celebrate it with my love ones.
I attended Civitas Asia in University of Asia and Pacific.

February:
I celebrated ’s day with Lique at Cerealicious.

March:
i got the position I liked in Computer Business Association, Vice- President Externals
celebrated the 3rd year anniversary..
we had a get together with my high school friends..

April:
first time not to be dean’s lister.ahaha!of course, i cried a lot.
first time to experience teambuilding with my CBA family at Mataas na Kahoy, Batangas.
End of being a 2nd year student..

May:
had PLANS at Antipolo, Rizal with CBA executive boards and other officers from other orgs.
one of the orientors in the Frosh Orientation Program
start of my 3rd year..
Hillsong Concert!!!

June:
broken-hearted after 3 years, 2 months and 13 days…

July:
my step grandmother-in-law had stroke..
OneRunOneFamilyOneLaSalle..before that day, sleepover @ Ola’s house with the CBA fam!

August:
my mom arrived here in the Philippines!
my 19th birthday!
had my new fone:)

September:
got my new eyes??!.ahaha..no. i had my LASIK surgery at American Eye Center.
Yey!Dean’s Lister again!
my mom went back to Kuwait.

October:
new guy told he loves me..
2nd teambuilding with CBA family

November:
CA week
first time a guy sang to me i front of the crowd..
new happiness.

December:
2nd time i was a dean’s lister
first time to mass at San Roque and San Isidro here in Manila
2nd HS get together for this year @ Abbey’s place

my nakalimutan pb aq?!ahahah
ayan! there’s lot of tears but there was more happiness and blessings!
thank you God for another year and wishing this year will be happier with my family, love one, friends and new friends to come..:)

who is casey?

hey!
im Caseylyn Dizon Pantaleon.
i got my surname from my mother..im an illegitimate child kz.how sad.but that’s what God gave me so i do accept it.:D
they call me “Casey” , “KC”, “Case”, “Kaye Sea”..
19 years old turning 20 this year..waaa!.
female.ahaha
im not that tall, medium lng.hahah..
dati long hair but now it is also medium.haha..ika nga, new life new hair:D
kinda kikay ba?ahaaha.d q rn lam e..haha
pero i love wearing accessories but i only got few..
have lots of earings and headbands here in my room..
they say, im mataray and masungit..yes i am! but of course, not to all.actually, im kind..wag mo lang aq iinisin and i will not be masungit.hehe..
i am approachable and kind..i like kids but to those that are super kulet! ahaha..
im a shy type person.hahaha
i love to laugh and laugh..
i love going out and having fun with my family,friends and special someone!
dati, pilosopo aq pero ngaun hnd na ata.haha..naiinis nga cla skn dhl dun e..huhuh..
i don’t want too many friends if they aren’t really my friends..i want a true and loyal friends.:D
but even though they aren’t my friends, im still treating them as my friend and i still love them but don’t backstab me because i will really hate you!
im not sure of this, but i think i like programming..but i also like analyzing.haha..
my province is in Rizal but i used to live in Batangas when i was still in my grade school years.
currently third year taking up BSBA-Major in Computer Application
fave color is blue
foods are spaghetti and sinigang
character is hello kitty
movie and book is A Walk To Remember
insect is butterfly
PBA team is Ginebra
i think I’m starting to love music..maybe because i want to learn
new things..:)
fave song??i cant think of any right now..heheh..there’s lot of good songs out there..the most memorable song for me is CLOSE.
i love to travel and go out to different places..right now, i cant do that because i don’t have enough money but i grasp every opportunity when there are out of town.ehehe

i love to meet and greet people.i love making friends.

i also love joining organizations and volunteering in activity..currently, i am the Vice President-Externals of Computer Business Association, the professional organization of my course..but this is my last term since this is my 2nd to the last term..aww..

im affiliated to Computer Business Association..not active at Lasallian Ministry Office, Youth For Christ and Christ’s Youth in Action

when i don’t have things to do, il probably be surfing the net, chatting, watching dvd and tv programs, lying at the bed or at chair thinking of nothing, sound tripping, texting and sometimes reading.(but im not into reading that much)

my heart had been broken so many times but i never stop loving.. love is the best feeling you could ever feel..i love being in love though it hurts.

im a senti person.i love keeping things if they have sentimental value and if it came from the person who are close to my heart.

im a God-fearing person. i believe in Him and always pray and thanks Him for all the blessings.

i dont like complicated things..but i like challenges to test and know my strengths and weaknesses and how can i improve those.

i do love good surprises! it made me happier..i don’t why..i just want it..heheh..

hahaha..ayan halohalo na.i just write whatever i do remember about myself..
dat are some of the things about ME..hope you knew something new about me! friends?!:D

Hello world!

hey!

after a long time knowing this blog site, its my first time to blog heeere!

hope iL enjoy this site and i can blog more about the things happening in my life!

WELCOME CASEY!:D